tell me why
i watched a dumb movie TWICE ?!!


=)

dun cha love my lil bro!!?


















the both of us fought for the very first time.

he was crying non-stop.
i felt bad.
totally.

so i called him into the room..

"shake hand! make peace!"

but he juz turned and walked away.


a few minutes later..
a paper plane flew in.

of cuz i was mad,
hence i din bother.

next, my lil bro walked in..
pick up the the plane and threw it to me.

opened it up..
and the paper plane says:

shake hands??

=)

aint he cute?!

GO AWAY!!
*stab stab


argh.
sometimes i juz hate myself SO much!


and i realise something..
lesbians are duper emo creature!

ok random, i know.

major BITCH alert!!!
juz shut up will u?!

i wish..
i was never back to REALITY.

miss me, anyone??

okies.. my fault.
went off to KL without telling. =X
and now.. Ms. M.I.A returns.


JACE; next week k? shopping trip n a nice dinner!
dun care, i book-ed u! :)

EEMIN; NOoo..!! u were drunk! =p
u msg-ed, BUT u din study with me!! bleahx.

SOCKIE; gosh stop ur omg-ing! LAUGHS.
and u wana watch how many times?! you tube la!
oh i found another drama.. go watch!
some love contract thgy. but duno nice anot.

JACQ; bu xi han. besides... he alrdy GOT GF.
tsktsk. dun spoil his reputation.

ELMO; twinnie twinnie!!
did u get the mms? HMM...

MICH; real?! i wish. haha from gettyimages.com la. nice pics there.

PEIYI; hello!! when O when are we meeting up?

fucking foul mood

so back off.



i need shots, i need fags,
i need you.









till finally'
i've broken down.

THREE good reasons why i refuse to quit my job:

1) i've got too much spare time with nobody to spend with.
2) i need the money.
3) i hate slacking!!



beat that.

fuck prioritizing .
fuck you.

fuck off.


who are u to screw up my life?!

kaiqi says: y ur jeans so short?

mommy says: he grew taller.

kaiqi says: where got? still as short

lil bro says: no.. ttz cuz u grew taller too.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIL BROTHER!!

supper with twinnie!












































twinnie wanted to pick me up for supper
but dsnt know the directions.
laughs.
being nice,
i drew a map for him =)


twinnie's funny.
he got spelling and direction problems!

ohwells..
my silly twinnie!!


p.s. remember to buy a file k?
many more supper to go!!

i want a smile from my
stoopid emo GIANT !!

say cheese. =)

confession of a teenage lesbian queen.

clubfemme @zouk tonight,
took me back..

a ride back to
where i was,
where my heart stands.

guess turning straight isnt the thing for me now.
im not ready, juz yet.
no, not at all ready to change.


FUCK. i really hate myself.
another freaking bia-tch!
ARGH.



it's feels great seeing u today..
simply miss.

i think im numb.
i cant read my own feelings.

simple as =) or =(

true enough, i do not know.



i am not under a facade,
not.


but, im glad to have twinnie!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TWINNIE !!


and..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIANT !!
prata n benjerry's coming ur way... =)

sick sick sick ... =(
im super duper ubber SICK !!

i dun like the feeling of getting sick
yet i love getting sick.

contradicting??
hmm..
not really
at least now i know who really cares! =)

so far i've gotten MANY bottles of honey
and chrysanthemum tea
and BIRD's NEST
and lots and lotsa HUGS !!
ohh.. i feel so loved!! =)